Hi
there,
My name is Sandra and I’ve been into crossdressing and
bondage for as long as I can remember. What is it about being
fully dressed and bound and gagged? That feeling of helplessness
that comes over you, knowing that you’ve given up all
control and are at the mercy of your abductor. When I was
young and saw women tied up as damsels in distress on television,
it would send me deep inside myself. I remember sitting in
the den with my family and thinking, does everyone know what's
going through my head, can they all see how excited I am?
Even at that young age, I knew that I should probably keep
my fantasies hidden. I would get really quiet and try to act
like nothing was going on, but inside I was transfixed. I’d
run these scenarios through my head all day at school, where
I envied the girls with their pretty dresses, the teachers
with their silk blouses and tight skirts, their pantyhose
and high heels. I'd imagine being at home dressed up like
that and being surprised by a burgler or kidnapper, his strong
hand suddenly clamped over my mouth.
My mother had a closet upstairs full of cast-off clothes: skirts, blouses, and dresses that I would try on whenever I was home alone. Then I would try to tie myself up and gag myself with masking tape. It wasn’t till I got a little older that I found out how much better duct tape was (a whole new world of fun). I could never tie myself very well but I would daydream and wonder what it would be like to get myself really bound and gagged, really held captive in some dark basement. If the opportunity to find out ever came along, would I be too scared to go through with it? My heart would skip a beat just thinking of the possibilities. One afternoon I came home and found my mother had loaded up all the clothes I’d been trying on for the last few months and was getting ready to give them to Goodwill. My heart sank. I knew if I said anything she would wonder why I was so interested in a bunch of her old dresses. She loaded them up for the thrift store and I never saw those dresses again, though when I'm out shopping I always look for clothes that remind me of them.
Lots of the pictures here are earlier shots from photo-sessions I did with my friends at Sweetties. I also have quite a few pics here that I did with different friends when I was first getting more serious about photography. There are also a few shots with my friend the beautiful and sexy Jennifer Page. I hope there’s something here that you’ll like. Thanks so much for stopping by!Hugs, Sandra